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* Saturday, August 12, 2006 *
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I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun... 6:03 PM
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* Thursday, August 03, 2006 *
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. I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun... 3:41 AM
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* Monday, July 24, 2006 *
woah.. today quite fun... so fun to talk with fang liang, yi xiang, chen yan and that gal duno whats her name liao... lol. soo tired today... so dun wish to talk abt ytd's fucking crap. btw i brought a penknife to school. for what? to do dnt lor.. lol but there is another purpose... just that today i nv get to use it. one of these days, i will. yawn ~~ so tired... gonna go slp le... zzZzZZZZzzz and tonight beware guys... hey yo bitches dun stay up too late ! =)
. I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun... 11:54 PM
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* Sunday, July 23, 2006 *
*the girl asks the boy. "how long can you love me?" the boy stretches out a finger and said "not a day, not a year, and not for a lifetime. i will love you until the day that you dont love me anymore."*
remember this? thats what i think in the past. i will love her until the day that she doesnt love me anymore. but, it has been now 361 days that i lived without her warm, and i realised something. i will still love her even until the day that she doesnt love me. i will love her for a lifetime. i swear. i've been trying to forget her and dump all the memories away ever since the very first second i chose to leave the warm. but i failed. i've tried to hate her. i've tried to force myself into another relationship, but i just cant. i've tried all kinds of ways that i can think of, i didnt succeed. in the end, i choose to keep the memories deep down in my heart. that day, around 8 plus. yes i still remember. do you? cant stop my tears as i type this post. my keyboard are now wet, but i shall continue. i made the first move, and that time i really dont think i can succeed, well in the end i made it. you wont believe whats my first reaction. i jumped. haha yes i did. think thats the greatest height i ever jumped. i'm so damn happy. after that you told me what you worried about, and i told you not to think so much. but you were right. i should first consider that carefully. i'm wrong. our first packet of sweets, our first time alone, our first time putting books into the locker, our first presents, and our first arguement. wonder if you still remember. its okay if you dont remember, because that time i'm a coward. maybe now i'm still one. i know you gave me a lot of time and chances, but i didnt treasure them. instead, when you need time, i didnt give it to you. i didnt give you any chance. i went too fast. i'm selfish. i only care for my own feelings. and i admit. i'm sorry. yea so far i only have 1 "sorry" in my post. thanks for teaching me this. i shouldnt think that i MUST receive the same as to how much i contribute. i shouldnt be so impatient to develop it into my own fairy tale. i hope i can imitate the guy in that fighting show that we used to watch. his weath at least i can managed by not eating during recess and lunchtime. as for his brave character, i cant. i'm sissy. thats all i can say. i've not been a very obedient boy. you asked me not to starve, but i never listen. i'm sorry for the 2nd time. i can sacrifice anything for you, even if i need to become a water tank, i wont mind. but, i know that is not what you want.
is the bear still there? what about the handphone thingy? i hope you still keep them. i wont blame you if you already thrown them away, cause maybe now, you cant find a reason for yourself to keep. i understand. i will never forget about you, especially your hair. so unqiue and beautiful. wonder if you still have feelings for me, but i think the answer is quite obvious. i requested to lead you out of the darkness once again, but you rejected. i know why you made this decision. you dont wish to hurt me any further. well now i really dont mind as long as i can be together with you again. but i know that won't happen. right?
okay i see you are working hard now. keep it up. remember to drink more water and eat more especially. so skinny. later mrt come you blow away how? lol. i didnt do my part to take good care of you, so you must take care of yourself now. i want to apologise for the very last time. i'm sorry.
i only mentioned 3 "sorries" in this post. still acceptable right? haha. but other than these 3 words, i've got another 2 sets of 3 words to let you know.
i love you.
i need you.
*i dont think i will be able persuade myself to move on from here. i would rather stay at this state. if i'm given another chance, i would go slower. just within the distance that you can reach. then, i will lead you out of the darkness. should i continue waiting? or should i wake up from this dream long ago? i really dont know. please tell me.*
remember this? thats what i think in the past. i will love her until the day that she doesnt love me anymore. but, it has been now 361 days that i lived without her warm, and i realised something. i will still love her even until the day that she doesnt love me. i will love her for a lifetime. i swear. i've been trying to forget her and dump all the memories away ever since the very first second i chose to leave the warm. but i failed. i've tried to hate her. i've tried to force myself into another relationship, but i just cant. i've tried all kinds of ways that i can think of, i didnt succeed. in the end, i choose to keep the memories deep down in my heart. that day, around 8 plus. yes i still remember. do you? cant stop my tears as i type this post. my keyboard are now wet, but i shall continue. i made the first move, and that time i really dont think i can succeed, well in the end i made it. you wont believe whats my first reaction. i jumped. haha yes i did. think thats the greatest height i ever jumped. i'm so damn happy. after that you told me what you worried about, and i told you not to think so much. but you were right. i should first consider that carefully. i'm wrong. our first packet of sweets, our first time alone, our first time putting books into the locker, our first presents, and our first arguement. wonder if you still remember. its okay if you dont remember, because that time i'm a coward. maybe now i'm still one. i know you gave me a lot of time and chances, but i didnt treasure them. instead, when you need time, i didnt give it to you. i didnt give you any chance. i went too fast. i'm selfish. i only care for my own feelings. and i admit. i'm sorry. yea so far i only have 1 "sorry" in my post. thanks for teaching me this. i shouldnt think that i MUST receive the same as to how much i contribute. i shouldnt be so impatient to develop it into my own fairy tale. i hope i can imitate the guy in that fighting show that we used to watch. his weath at least i can managed by not eating during recess and lunchtime. as for his brave character, i cant. i'm sissy. thats all i can say. i've not been a very obedient boy. you asked me not to starve, but i never listen. i'm sorry for the 2nd time. i can sacrifice anything for you, even if i need to become a water tank, i wont mind. but, i know that is not what you want.
is the bear still there? what about the handphone thingy? i hope you still keep them. i wont blame you if you already thrown them away, cause maybe now, you cant find a reason for yourself to keep. i understand. i will never forget about you, especially your hair. so unqiue and beautiful. wonder if you still have feelings for me, but i think the answer is quite obvious. i requested to lead you out of the darkness once again, but you rejected. i know why you made this decision. you dont wish to hurt me any further. well now i really dont mind as long as i can be together with you again. but i know that won't happen. right?
okay i see you are working hard now. keep it up. remember to drink more water and eat more especially. so skinny. later mrt come you blow away how? lol. i didnt do my part to take good care of you, so you must take care of yourself now. i want to apologise for the very last time. i'm sorry.
i only mentioned 3 "sorries" in this post. still acceptable right? haha. but other than these 3 words, i've got another 2 sets of 3 words to let you know.
i love you.
i need you.
*i dont think i will be able persuade myself to move on from here. i would rather stay at this state. if i'm given another chance, i would go slower. just within the distance that you can reach. then, i will lead you out of the darkness. should i continue waiting? or should i wake up from this dream long ago? i really dont know. please tell me.*
. I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun... 5:58 AM
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun... 5:58 AM* * * * * * * * *
* Saturday, July 22, 2006 *
*even though the distance between us was just 24cm, i cant force a single word out of my mouth.*
part 1.
hi everyone. today is racial harmony ! yea. actually i'm not that anticipating. its just a day where by our friends get to wear their traditional costumes to school. special? erm quite for this year. cause i saw some secondary 1 and 2 girls wearing their qi pao and i was really like "wow..." haha. cant take my eyes off them. i must say girls do look great in qi pao. plus our teachers look great too ! arul and mrs chew rocks ! mr teoh one is like noting special. so not going to waste my time here elaborating on his shitty costume. of all the teachers i've met, he is the one that has the most boring teaching style. ok. shall not talk about him anymore. the "cat walk" show was a horrible one. even mr coconut tree came. -.- that part and the singapore anthem/pledge taking part (i call them the red gang.) were lame, but entertaining. weather was damn hot. but was hoping to stay longer at the parade square, then at around 8.30 they sent us back to class (or shuld i say learning venue.) -.- thought will be until 9.15? anyway, we had 3 minutes of combine humanities. recently i find mr oh a really nice guy, although his lessons are dry and bore sometimes. i love mr oh ! =x he said during monday's mother tongue lessons he will be teaching social studies and we need to complete a worksheet within the 3 periods. as i need to attend that stupid chinese lesson, i will do it as homework ! argh. i hate this. (anyway who likes?) stress. after than was maths lessons. went to mplv6. nothing special. and also i totally agree with the others. mr choo rocks my life ! i simply love him. he is cool and humorous. i can understand whatever he teaches compare to that auntie ng. forgot when mdm ng will be coming back, but i hope she wont. =p well recess time if i'm not wrong, i actually saw a ghost. a ghost from 4/7. nearly scare me to death. luckily i got intensive training from the many horror movies that i've watched so far. so, haha. i'm fine ! just pray hard that i dont meet one after 23 july. 2 long months. sob sob. civil moral eductaion time. or i should call it movie lessons. watched movies again. yes. AGAIN. i hate watching movies in class. i have to lift my head up to watch and i dont think anyone feels comfortable with that position. finish watching skyhigh and the front part of eight below. not bad. i love husky ! so damn cute and adorable. ^^ hope i can keep one as pet. =) my god. the torture started when the bell rang. time for chinese aep. actually today not as torturing as the previous ones. cause we not doing comprehensions and fang liang helped us get the assignment done and we were the first group to go off. thanks fang liang ! went to have lunch with basil and samuel seah. his chinese is terrible, horrible plus vegetable. dont wish to talk about it anymore. if not i will puke blood. and can u all believe it? a pervent uncle walked towards us and harassed basil ! LOL. wow i cant believe it man. thats so funny. people around were looking at us curious to know what the uncle had just done. haha. lost my bottle on the way due to samuel's poor catching skills. aep should starts at 2.30, but instead mr tan came at 3.10. all people in our class were listening to mp3, playing with their phones and chit chatting. then when i went to the toilet, i saw 4/7 all sitting down quietly doing their work. so much differences. a single science class, and a top double science day. thats all i can say. but after a while i notice some of them were actually chit chatting, reading magazines and playing with their phones too. just that they never move around so we asume they were studying. haha. so ting, yan and wei what were you doing? lol. also when mr tan came all people kept their things and took out their maths books with incredible speed, pretending to be doing maths. haha. me too. so damn funny. one more thing ! basil and samuel still own me a bottle of drink.
60cm distance... yet it seemed to be so far.
part 2.
dont know why today i observed the back view of many people. haha. i'm not pervent. but just find that interesting. a person's back view seems to tell more about the person. dont really remember the people that i've "observed" i will just say those that i remember. and i cant find all the suitable words to describe, i will say say those that come to my mind at that moment.
1) yunwei: at parade square. erm. likes to mix with friends and go shopping with them or things like that. treasures and treats her friends well, sweet, clean and wild.
2) basil: in class waiting for aep to start. sweatly back with lots of fats. erm. i can only say it tells us that he is clumsy.
4) chuan seng: recess. childish and sissy.
5) gary: recess. mature and big shot.
6) ken liang: recess. nothing.
7) wen zhen: recess. useless and gay.
8)fang ling: chinese aep: mature.
9) yi xiang: chinese aep. sensible but a bit slack. and his back shows a bit of sissy character. haha =x sorry. but thats what i think.
10) jing quan: chinese aep. hardworking bookworm.
11) yan ling: chinese aep. easy going, a bit hot temper and likes to do things fast and not wishy washy. speaks whatever she thinks should be the way, sensibe, nice, sweet, talented,
hardworking, independent, intelligent, quick thinking and clean.
12) wan ting: chinese aep. intelligent, sensible, nice, knowledgable, quiet, hardworking, clean and calm.
13) kin mun: recess. skinny, weak and chicken-hearted.
14) samuel ho: recess. fat, act big and clumsy.
15) samuel seah: food court. gay, sissy, childish, nerd and chicken-hearted.
haha then what about my back view? lol.
and i notice yan ling looks like the the youngest sister of one taiwan girl band called shinning girls (san liang san jie mei) !
for those who i never mention, if you want to know what i think about you by looking at your back view, please leave a message at my tagboard. ^^
*just 100m away, but seemed impossible to reach.*
part 1.
hi everyone. today is racial harmony ! yea. actually i'm not that anticipating. its just a day where by our friends get to wear their traditional costumes to school. special? erm quite for this year. cause i saw some secondary 1 and 2 girls wearing their qi pao and i was really like "wow..." haha. cant take my eyes off them. i must say girls do look great in qi pao. plus our teachers look great too ! arul and mrs chew rocks ! mr teoh one is like noting special. so not going to waste my time here elaborating on his shitty costume. of all the teachers i've met, he is the one that has the most boring teaching style. ok. shall not talk about him anymore. the "cat walk" show was a horrible one. even mr coconut tree came. -.- that part and the singapore anthem/pledge taking part (i call them the red gang.) were lame, but entertaining. weather was damn hot. but was hoping to stay longer at the parade square, then at around 8.30 they sent us back to class (or shuld i say learning venue.) -.- thought will be until 9.15? anyway, we had 3 minutes of combine humanities. recently i find mr oh a really nice guy, although his lessons are dry and bore sometimes. i love mr oh ! =x he said during monday's mother tongue lessons he will be teaching social studies and we need to complete a worksheet within the 3 periods. as i need to attend that stupid chinese lesson, i will do it as homework ! argh. i hate this. (anyway who likes?) stress. after than was maths lessons. went to mplv6. nothing special. and also i totally agree with the others. mr choo rocks my life ! i simply love him. he is cool and humorous. i can understand whatever he teaches compare to that auntie ng. forgot when mdm ng will be coming back, but i hope she wont. =p well recess time if i'm not wrong, i actually saw a ghost. a ghost from 4/7. nearly scare me to death. luckily i got intensive training from the many horror movies that i've watched so far. so, haha. i'm fine ! just pray hard that i dont meet one after 23 july. 2 long months. sob sob. civil moral eductaion time. or i should call it movie lessons. watched movies again. yes. AGAIN. i hate watching movies in class. i have to lift my head up to watch and i dont think anyone feels comfortable with that position. finish watching skyhigh and the front part of eight below. not bad. i love husky ! so damn cute and adorable. ^^ hope i can keep one as pet. =) my god. the torture started when the bell rang. time for chinese aep. actually today not as torturing as the previous ones. cause we not doing comprehensions and fang liang helped us get the assignment done and we were the first group to go off. thanks fang liang ! went to have lunch with basil and samuel seah. his chinese is terrible, horrible plus vegetable. dont wish to talk about it anymore. if not i will puke blood. and can u all believe it? a pervent uncle walked towards us and harassed basil ! LOL. wow i cant believe it man. thats so funny. people around were looking at us curious to know what the uncle had just done. haha. lost my bottle on the way due to samuel's poor catching skills. aep should starts at 2.30, but instead mr tan came at 3.10. all people in our class were listening to mp3, playing with their phones and chit chatting. then when i went to the toilet, i saw 4/7 all sitting down quietly doing their work. so much differences. a single science class, and a top double science day. thats all i can say. but after a while i notice some of them were actually chit chatting, reading magazines and playing with their phones too. just that they never move around so we asume they were studying. haha. so ting, yan and wei what were you doing? lol. also when mr tan came all people kept their things and took out their maths books with incredible speed, pretending to be doing maths. haha. me too. so damn funny. one more thing ! basil and samuel still own me a bottle of drink.
60cm distance... yet it seemed to be so far.
part 2.
dont know why today i observed the back view of many people. haha. i'm not pervent. but just find that interesting. a person's back view seems to tell more about the person. dont really remember the people that i've "observed" i will just say those that i remember. and i cant find all the suitable words to describe, i will say say those that come to my mind at that moment.
1) yunwei: at parade square. erm. likes to mix with friends and go shopping with them or things like that. treasures and treats her friends well, sweet, clean and wild.
2) basil: in class waiting for aep to start. sweatly back with lots of fats. erm. i can only say it tells us that he is clumsy.
4) chuan seng: recess. childish and sissy.
5) gary: recess. mature and big shot.
6) ken liang: recess. nothing.
7) wen zhen: recess. useless and gay.
8)fang ling: chinese aep: mature.
9) yi xiang: chinese aep. sensible but a bit slack. and his back shows a bit of sissy character. haha =x sorry. but thats what i think.
10) jing quan: chinese aep. hardworking bookworm.
11) yan ling: chinese aep. easy going, a bit hot temper and likes to do things fast and not wishy washy. speaks whatever she thinks should be the way, sensibe, nice, sweet, talented,
hardworking, independent, intelligent, quick thinking and clean.
12) wan ting: chinese aep. intelligent, sensible, nice, knowledgable, quiet, hardworking, clean and calm.
13) kin mun: recess. skinny, weak and chicken-hearted.
14) samuel ho: recess. fat, act big and clumsy.
15) samuel seah: food court. gay, sissy, childish, nerd and chicken-hearted.
haha then what about my back view? lol.
and i notice yan ling looks like the the youngest sister of one taiwan girl band called shinning girls (san liang san jie mei) !
for those who i never mention, if you want to know what i think about you by looking at your back view, please leave a message at my tagboard. ^^
*just 100m away, but seemed impossible to reach.*
. I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun... 2:46 AM
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* Friday, July 21, 2006 *
something is seriously wrong with flashbox now... think i gonna use back cbox.
. I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun... 11:02 PM
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* Tuesday, July 18, 2006 *
hey guys. one more thing. something is very wrong with my tagboard. i'm trying very hard to fix the problem. but it still can tag. just that you wont see the messages that others have tagged. you can just ignore that. just tag as usual, and your message will be there (even though you cant see it due to that dont know what problem that i'm trying hard to fix). thx and continue to tag =)
. I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun... 5:30 AM
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what the f* i'm damn hot now after watching showbiz (wan quan yu le). why must they always bully j.r ?! i mean people like shan wei and meng zhe always bully him now, then now is ren fu's turn? so damn sick of him nowadays. they were playing a game, then they have to run to the front to qiang da to earn points. seemed like j.r not familiar with most of the songs. but when finally got a song that he is familiar with, he immediately went to qiang da. then ren fu and shao wei said "you so jing zhang for what la". i'm sick of their attitude. actually shao wei and xie zhi dont often bully him. think they are more mature. not like that shan wei, meng zhe and now REN FU ! a bunch of childish people. think he from 56 big deal? the whole company depends on him is it. if he is so pro why i dont see him dan fei. i think he dan fei also no people will his album. he got no chance of survival being alone. j.r dont be afraid of them. they seniors so what? can bully people is it? what is this? i dont understand. although maybe they were just joking with him, but that was way too much. k one going to release their 3rd album soon. i hope their selling can beat 5566. dont let them be too xiao zhang like big shot. it will be good if you all held a concert this year. jia you ! and a message to the 5 members of 56 especially ren fu and meng zhe, dont let me hate you. i will definately buy k one's new album and i will support them all the way ! j.r go ! as for 56, it really depends. maybe they should go and reflect on themselves. thats what i've got to say. stars with this kind of attitude wont last long. trust me.
. I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun... 5:07 AM
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