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I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun... 5:31 PM

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* Sunday, April 16, 2006 *

*one.. two.. three... gone just like that.*
Look at how many days left.. not much time le. The Mid-year.. the Prelim.. then O Level. No more happy moment. Can't slack anymore. Have to start my engine and go full force. Can I make it to the end? I don't know. When one day my engine stops, that will be the end of everything, but a new beginning. Hope to keep those happy memories forever, but then I find them not worthy. And no one is going to care whether I keep those memories or not. No one is going to care. No one is going to keep those memories that consist of me as well. They will just throw them away like trash. So, I'm doing the same here. Deleting every single thing one by one.. day by day. Am I doing the right thing? I don't know. I just follow my heart. But is that what my heart wants? Arghh. Few months left.. then I will say goodbye to this place that I've been visiting for the past 4 years. Mei you se me zhi de wo liu nian de. I will just treat it as a dream. Thanks every single one of you who appeared in my dream.. =)
*Wo de meng kuai xing le...*

I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun... 1:14 AM

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* Sunday, April 09, 2006 *

*I'm so tiny... the others are so huge... way more larger than me. Now I realise even without a tiny little part, the world can still be so beautiful. My existence don't seem to make any difference to anyone.. *
hi everyone.. what a busy wk.. no time to blog oso.. haha.. and see my tagboard like so "cold" even i posted the latest post.. then dun feel like posting le.. haha but finally got a tag today ! haha.. that gives me the "cong dong" to blog again.. lol.. at least i know someone read my post.. ^^ wan ting tag de.. she said she is proud to be in my frenz list.. haha.. i'm proud to be your fren too =) actually lai lai qu qu my frenz onli got 1 or 2 onli.. use my fingers oso can count finish le.. so few hor.. is like going to be 4 yrs in secondary sch le.. suddenly feel like i nv achieve anything. Totally different frm what i hope for the day since i first stepped into unity.. I want better results.. but now.. all fail fail fail.. I want more frenz.. but now.. hais. I want to contribute to my cca.. but nv.. hais.. totally shi bai lor.. feel like i'm so useless sometimes.. plus i cant even do a single pull-up.. make me more useless.. Form teacher want us to write testi.. she said onli write our good points.. but i dun even hav one lor.. cant even squeeze a crap out. So in the end just wrote i'm quite gd in chinese. thats all -.- haizz leaving this sch soon le.. hope to enter a poly.. but i think 55% cant make it.. maybe i will end up ite or repeat one more yr bah.. me too slack le la.. just cant kick off this habit.. even mid-yr and 'o' r appoaching.. Like what mdm ng said.. maybe the switch in my head is not turn on yet.. duno when my switch will turn on.. lol. And i wonder who will turn on this switch for me.. hahax. If i successfully enter a poly.. i hope i can achieve those that i wan to achieve.. i dun wan to waste the 3 yrs in poly.. just like i've wasted my 4 yrs in unity without gaining and achieving anything i want.. Erm.. duno who will give a damn abt my post.. i will just blog lor.. and i've updated the new frenz list le.. if interested can go see.. those who dropped are not u treated me badly or what.. maybe is becos the others treated me better.. haha =x maybe they helped me in my h.w la.. or what.. so their position moved up lor.. haha.. ok la.. talk so much.. oso nobody will bother to read de.. gtg slp le.. WAIT ! today de band concert was GREAT ! and funny too.. haha.. the angel without wings.. lol overall i giv 8 out of 10 marks bah.. lol. i reali enjoyed myself. Choir was great too.. the kai chang.. the songs are nice.. ai ya both band and choir all did a great job la.. *clap clap* yeh ! There oso veri high class wor.. and the atmosphere there is veri good.. all good good good la.. thumb up ^^ The band de dance weird weird de.. but veri funny.. haha.. and the stomping of feet is their way of clapping? i duno.. haha.. still got what ar.. oh ya ! the rong shu xia.. haha encore ! encore ! encore ! lol i want to know ar.. the encore why u all know what to play? izzit u all alr plan to hav an encore liao ar or what? haha.. erm.. at first thot my seat is at veri far away de.. then thot i wont be able to see the people performing.. but mei xiang dao the place quite small wor.. i can see veri clearly ! as for those who first row A.. la la la la la.. happie watching the legsss !! lolx. After the choir performance onli saw the girls nv see the boys leh.. all went home le meh? Mr oh went leh ! haha nv thot ppl like him like to listen to band music de.. haha.. ppl oso thot i dun like this kind of music de.. but actually hai hao la.. veri nice.. The fighting scene quite lame oso.. i go up can act better than them.. haha.. jk jk la.. Luckily sat beside jack.. and together with the funny part.. the two funny instructors.. (esp the prize giving tat part.. hahahaha..) and most importantly the nice voices and wonderful music made it an enjoyable night for me.. thx ^^ ok la.. gtg slp le.. just now said wan to go slp then in the end talked so much.. haha.. goodnight everybody ! (is anyone reading this post?) ciao ^^
*That angel without wings... is me..*

I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun... 5:55 AM

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* Sunday, April 02, 2006 *

*The front is positive, but the back is negative. Why can't both be positive? Or if the fact is both are negative, why act to positively? I really dont' understand.*
Yo ! Tonight ! 7.30pm ! Channel U ! The final of Campus Superstar ! Go Go Teresa Go ! I hope she wins this.. cos i really xin shang her voice veri much.. soo nice and beautiful ^^ even her look also damn pretty de !! ^^ hahax.. i will vote for her.. even i hav to use up my 1 wk de pocket money =p Yong Ling jia you ! Erm.. if she nv win then gel is my nxt choice. Cos the males suck to the core.. One sissy and one act handsome.. cant even sing.. see liao wanna puke. Eh.. i think nth to add le.. looking forward to see a great performances by the superstars ! And hor.. recently soo many albums i wan to buy leh.. boa de.. campus superstar de.. and one more duno whats the singer's name.. japanese de.. haha.. Maybe becos of the crying out love in the centre of the world, thats why i now love japan soo much.. hehe. ok la.. gonna go do my work le.. if not later 7.30 see Teresa see until too ru shen then nv do my h.w.. then i prepare to die tmr.. hahaha.. ok ciao ! ^^ Yong ling Yong ling Yong Ling ! JIA YOU ! =P
*The biggest stage of all.. I WILL be the one standing up there one day.*

I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun... 7:47 PM

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*No force of nature and no act of god could stop us from moving ahead -- 31 March 2006*
hello.. long time no blog.. cos quite busy and lazy.. hohohoho.. -.- ok lets talk abt ytd de run.. wa.. so damn sian lor.. went there by bus. The whole bus full of Unity de students.. and was damn noisy lor.. hais.. why must they behave like that leh.. although it was fun.. i know.. but they dun wan face i still wan de leh.. let the public see us like tat.. how will they think of our sch? hais.. the noise lvl was so loud tat i feel like wanna vomit.. but hai hao got a sec 1 sissy (we dun even know him lor..) that made me laughed all the way. He just folo us (gary and his gang) all the way from cck mrt to bukit batok mrt -.- lame lor.. i think he wanna jio me la.. haha cos i too attractive liao =x haha jk jk la.. erm.. weather was hot at the first place.. must later.. yeh ! rain.. esp when the girls and the teachers started to run.. woa !! raining cats and dogs ar !! haha.. i was like hoping they quickly finish then i can run in the rain.. but by the time they came back the rain stopped liao.. -_- nvm lor.. but when it's time to run, i realise how tough it is.. and i thx god for stopping the rain. The slope.. wa lau.. up and down.. down and up.. and then up and down again.. chuan, gary and fang liang damn fast de lor.. i cant even catch up with them.. erm managed to catch up with gary abit.. but later he cao yue me again.. -.- i know la i too weak le.. lol. The run in the jungle was like the movie king kong. (if u all hav watched the show) Like kana chase by king kong or the dino like that.. wa.. scary sia.. the ground was so wet. Luckly i nv slip.. but of cos the mud dirty my shoes and shorts. So damn super tiring lor.. kept on running and running like i'm going to run for the rest of my life like that.. non- stop de.. Finally saw some light.. BUT ! wa.. the distance left was like a "dragon" like that.. along the road far far till the end.. WOA !!!! wan me to die ar !!! hais.. no choice.. began to walk and walk... but when i saw the finishing line i CHIONG ! haha.. finally reached le.. so tired.. but glad tat i finished le. Oh ya.. upon reaching the finishing line.. i heard kin mun shouting "cheng fu jia you !".. then later i heard duno one or two girls de voice.. shouting "cheng fu jia you !" i nv turn and see.. wonder who was that.. haha but nvm.. still must thx them =) xie xie.
*Putting it all on the line*

*Last Wrestlemania prediction with one of my best friend during my secondary school life.*
*WRESTLEMANIA 22 -- Cheng Fu VS. Gary*
1) Playboy Pillow Fight
Torrie Wilson VS. Candice Michelle
My Pick: Candice Michelle
Reason: Although I love Torrie a lot, and although she is my favourite diva in WWE history, with Victoria in Candice's corner, I don't think she can over the numbers gain.

2) Boogeyman VS. Booker T & Sharmell
My Pick: Boogeyman
Reason: There is no way for Booker to roll-up or scissors kick his way to victory. Maybe Sharmell will cost Booker the match. Like what gary said, this sunday, the Boogeyman is coming to get them.

3) Woman's Championship
Trish Stratus(C) VS. Mickie James
My Pick: Trish Stratus retains
Reason: Trish will win this match. This will make Mickie James more psycho and now even Mickie is coming to get Trish !

4) World Tag Team Championship
Kane & Big Show(C) VS. Chris Masters & Carlito
My Pick: Kane & Big Show retains
Reason: I used to think out of the box, but not this time round. After Carlito and Masters had a arguement last week on RAW, I think it is impossible for them to work well together this Sunday. As for the tag champions, after Big Show saved Kane from the attacks (some RAW superstars), I think this brings their friendship to a next level. The giants are guarding their castle, and no one can bring them down.

5) United States Championship
Chris Benoit(C) VS. JBL
My Pick: JBL
Reason: As what he calls himself, the wrestling god has what it takes to win the U.S title easily. Looking back at the time when he was the WWE Champion, from the great late Eddie, to the Phenom The Undertaker, he beat them all. So what now? Chris Benoit? It will be a piece of cake.

6) Hardcore Match
Edge VS. Mick Foley
My Pick: Mick Foley
Reason: I remember Edge saying that Mick Foley doesn't have a memorable Wrestlemania match throughout his career on one edition of RAW. Yea, its true. And I think now, Mick will make this Sunday's Hardcore match a memorable one. The Hardcore Legend. Bang Bang !

7) Casket Match
Undertaker VS. Mark Henry
My Pick: Undertaker
Reason: Like what Gary said, there is no way for Undertaker ending his steak to such a disgusting and underrated guy like Mark Henry. The rumour made last year about Undertaker stopping at 13-0 will be destroyed. After this Sunday, 14-0, updated in the record books. Mark Henry, the 14th victim. Rest.. in Peace...

8) Money in the Bank Ladder Match
Lashley VS. Matt Hardy VS. Finlay VS. Shelton Benjamin VS. RVD VS. Ric Flair
My Pick: Lashley
Reason: Like what Gary said again in his blog, this match is the toughest to call. None of them are suitable and ready for the main event spot, except for RVD. But, I'm not choosing him. I'm choosing Lashley. As WWE is now trying to boost the fame and popularity of the new superstars, I think Lashley will be a good choice. He is strong, he is tough, but poor in mic skills. But WWE don't seems to give a damn. They just give the push to whoever they want. So from the company's point of view, I'm going for Lashley.

9) No Holds Barred Match
Mr. McMahon VS. Shawn Michaels
My Pick: Shawn Michaels
Reason: The fans are really going to get irriatated (including me) if Shawn gets screw again. And I think with HBK winning this, it will make the McMahons damn angry and piss off. It will then lead to another few months of feud. (This is what WWE always like to do)

10) World Heavyweight Championship
Kurt Angle(C) VS. Randy Orton VS. Rey Mysterio
My Pick: Randy Orton
Reason: Randy last championship run was damn short (lost to Triple H), and I think now after so long, Randy is all ready for the belt to be around his waist once again. At the same time wrestling observers think he is going to win too. So Randy, I hope to see your best RKO this Sunday. Don't disappoint me.

11) WWE Championship
John Cena(C) VS. Triple H
My Pick: Triple H
Reason: Wrestling observers think Cena is going to retain his belt, but I don't think so. Cena is being too overrated and over boosted until he can beat an old dog like Kurt Angle easily and making Kurt looked so cheap?? Okay, I had enough. Although Triple H is not one of my favourite World Champion, I still hope he, being an old dog, can teach Cena a lesson of professional wrestling. The King of Kings will reclaim his throne this Sunday. Believe me.
*Who is a better wrestling observer? Cheng Fu or Gary? Stay turn next Monday to find out.*
*Big Time*

I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun... 3:13 AM

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