#When I woke up, I found out that the past is the past.#

hi everyone. Again, today is the day that I hate most, Saturday. Cause cannot meet with friends and staying at home is a torture. So bore. Feel like studying bio, but just don't have the mood. Still, I managed to study at least 2 chapters. =) After I studied 1 chapter, I felt kinda tired. So I went to take a nap and I had a dream. Yes, I was a dream. It was like a flashback, bringing me back to around the mid of last year. That period of time is the turning point of my life. I will never forget, including those people that helped me along the way. But I must said, I failed. I got nothing else to say except sorry. I don't say sorry unnecessarily, cause if I use it too often, my sorry won't mean anything at all. Yes, I still remember this sentence and I will always remember it. The dream actually brought me back from the start all the way to the end. Very detailed. Every words, every feelings, every actions and every expressions. I like the front part of the dream, cause everything were so beautiful. But when it reached the later part, I hoped I can wake up immediately. Still, I never. However, I'm glad that I never wake up that fast. If I did, I won't get to recall what I've done wrong. I failed to be the lead, and I'm not fit to be the lead. I am guiding the wrong way and when I knew something was wrong, I left. Just like this, a full-stop is added to this story. I regret. I feel the pain. But only me to blame. I failed to keep up to my promise. "I failed to prove that I'm better. The fact is, I suck. I used to hold the star in my hand tight, but the star was too tiny that I thought letting it go won't mean anything. I was wrong. I miss those days. Although there were ups and downs, I still feel that that is the happiest period in my life, especially the long path under the sun. The sun is no longer there for me. At first I felt the cold, but slowly I learn to live without it. One is waiting for another star. One is waiting for another sun. I will walk at a slower pace when the next sun rises. That is what I've learnt, and I WILL slow down in order to receive the warm that it wants me. =) WOA.. now then I realised I've wrote so long.. hahax. Woo.. what a dream. lol. The best and the most beautiful dream I ever had. Thanks.

#The past cannot be brought back to the present. The moment I opened my eyes, I knew everything is over. I need to move on.#